stressed

Can I handle this? Why is all of this going on? What more can be heaped on me? Is this just to build me up to be even stronger? I'm ready to scream or throw up. I need strength for this I'm not sure that I have. I need to focus. Can I do this/be a teacher? How does S. fit into all of this? Does he fit into all of this? okay, gotta get back to class.