breathing, swimming

Okay, so that was uncalled for! I feel much better today. As I've been told twice in the past 20 minutes by two different sources, I just need to breathe and keep swimming.
Even if all I can do is tread water or doggie paddle, at least I won't drown.
I just need to keep having faith and trust that I am exactly where I need to be and am getting exactly what I need to be getting. Ugh, growing up is hard work!
Well, I took a 3 mile walk tonight and worked crazy hard at work, so I"m going to bed early. I'll just have to get up early and do some work for tomorrow. I'll get this all finished. I just need to work on in one project at a time. By Sunday, I"ll have 2 more papers out of the way and be finished with art. Only 9 more to go after that. One...day.... at..... a ...... time. (not like the sitcom)
Like this:Matthew 6:34 "So do not worry about tomorrow; for tomorrow will care for itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own." Okay, if I can do that, I think I'll be set.
I think I'm going to try to write someting here everyday from now on. We'll see how it goes.
nighty night